<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33941523</id><updated>2012-04-15T16:25:02.024-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Peace Corps Lesotho</title><subtitle type='html'>These are MY opinions and not those of the Peace Corps or the US government.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lesothopc.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/33941523/posts/default'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lesothopc.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Todd</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07056657919372854659</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>3</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33941523.post-115906347483754910</id><published>2006-09-23T19:03:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-09-23T19:06:54.713-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Nine Hills To Nambonkaha</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;After accepting my invitation to volunteer in Lesotho three weeks ago, I received a reading list from the Peace Corps regarding living in Africa and the African AIDS epidemic.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Of these books is one beautifully written travelogue by former PC volunteer, Sarah Erdman, called &lt;b&gt;Nine Hills to Nambonkaha: Two Years in the Heart of an African Village&lt;/b&gt; which I recommend to everyone who reads this blog.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt; &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;The book highlights Erdman’s experiences as a nurse and public health official in a remote village in northern Cote D’Ivoire.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;After only three months of medical training, Erdman finds herself thrust into the village of Nambonkaha where she’s expected to improve the mortality rate and affect sustainable solutions to widespread medical problems such as AIDS, malaria, and infant malnutrition by educating the inhabitants.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Tradition, superstition, village politics, and a frequent lack of personal accountability often play an adverse role in her campaign to promote positive change in this world marked by witch doctors, polygamy, female genital mutilation, and the non-existence of prophylactics.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt; &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;Despite the slow pace at which Nambonkaha trudges towards modernity, there is a distinctly &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;African &lt;/span&gt;life force in the village, which, to some extent makes life in Cote D’Ivoire more appealing than the hustle and bustle of western society.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Death, an all-too commonplace occurrence, is a cause for celebration, and tradition allows that the windowed families and the sick are always taken care of.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Erdman never really juxtaposes the respective societies, but things such as the installation of electric street lights or the replacement of the daily &lt;i&gt;tok tok&lt;/i&gt;-sound of mortars and pestles with that of an electric mill seem to sadden her despite each modern amenity’s obvious benefit to the community.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt; &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;Aesthetically, the book is fantastic.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Erdman possesses a very beautiful and unpretentious style of writing, and even those who have no interest in the culture and politics of a rural African village would find the book rewarding.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The book is divided into easily digestible chapters replete with the tiny cliffhangers, which, for people with my attention span and glacial reading-speed is much appreciated.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Erdman and all of the characters whom she describes are incredibly likable, and this book—even with is moments of sadness and frustration—totally pumps me up for my own experience beginning in two short months.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt; &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;   &lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33941523-115906347483754910?l=lesothopc.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lesothopc.blogspot.com/feeds/115906347483754910/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=33941523&amp;postID=115906347483754910' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/33941523/posts/default/115906347483754910'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/33941523/posts/default/115906347483754910'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lesothopc.blogspot.com/2006/09/nine-hills-to-nambonkaha.html' title='Nine Hills To Nambonkaha'/><author><name>Todd</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07056657919372854659</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33941523.post-115754091526877261</id><published>2006-09-06T02:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-09-06T04:08:35.313-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Destination: Lesotho</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;After days of agonizingly waiting for my mailman to deliver the packet informing me of where I would likely be spending the next 27 months of my life, I finally received my invitation from the Peace Corps on Saturday, five days ago. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Destination: Lesotho.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;My Reaction:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;(…) (…) ..Why Not?&lt;span style=""&gt;   &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;I admittedly knew little about Lesotho before Saturday.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;From my African Politics class during college I knew that the country was fully enclosed within South Africa, for it used to be a part of South Africa.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I remembered that it was relatively dinky in terms of landmass.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I vaguely recalled something about Zulus fighting the Xhosa (was that right?) at some point or another somewhere around that area.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;I still don’t know a whole heck of a lot about Lesotho—much less why they thought that &lt;i&gt;I&lt;/i&gt; would be a good choice to go there—but the more I read about the &lt;i&gt;Mountain Kingdom&lt;/i&gt;, the more appealing the post and my duties there are becoming in my eyes.&lt;span style=""&gt;     &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Here is a brief synopsis of what I’ve read (just from memory):&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Geographically&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;, the country is situated in the mountains.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The lowest point of the country, 1400 meters, is higher than &lt;i&gt;any other country’s&lt;/i&gt; low point, and the mountains reach nearly 6000 meters.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Lesotho is in the southern hemisphere; therefore it will be summer when I arrive there in November 2006.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I talked to a Peace Corps placement officer today on the telephone, and he told me that I had better pack warm clothing there for the winter (May-July), because it gets extremely cold at such high altitudes.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Malaria is not endemic, because the &lt;b&gt;climate&lt;/b&gt; is mostly temperate, ranging from 30-90 Fahrenheit in most places. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;AIDS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; &lt;i&gt;is&lt;/i&gt; endemic with a prevalence rate of nearly 30%.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The placement officer on the telephone today gave me a list of AIDS-related books to sift through, but he told me that no amount of research can really prepare someone to witness that sort of human suffering first-hand.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;(The placement officer had spent two years in Lesotho and two years in Zimbabwe)&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;An average person there can expect to live 34 years.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The other main illnesses are water-borne, and not only are we supposed to boil are water for at least 3 minutes before using it, we are strongly advised against wearing contact lenses because of poor water/sanitation.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;The &lt;b&gt;people in Lesotho&lt;/b&gt; are called the Basotho, and the Basotho speak Sesotho.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The Basotho are somewhat conservative according to my literature, and professionalism is regarded highly.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This means: no piercings, I will need to wear a tie (note: not tie-dye) to work each day, and I’ll have to get a haircut before I leave the states—maybe.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I know very little about the Sesotho &lt;b&gt;language&lt;/b&gt;, but the man on the phone today said that it is extremely difficult to learn—much harder than German or French anyway (his words)—and the language has three clicks.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Cool!&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;I will be leaving from the US with a group of 23 other volunteers, and after our 3-month training period taking place in the capital, Maseru, as well as in one or two other cities, we will receive our individual posts.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I can expect to live in a stone hut with bars on the windows, a thatched roof, a single bed, and a stove with two burners.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I keep reading and rereading the phrase &lt;i&gt;every experience is different&lt;/i&gt;, but it seems to me that most places lack basic &lt;b&gt;amenities&lt;/b&gt; such as indoor plumbing, electricity, and indoor potable water.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Another phrase I’ve read quite a few times is &lt;i&gt;outdoor open-pit latrine&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I reserve final judgment until I am there, but I am honestly looking forward to the asceticism.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;My main duty in Lesotho will be to work full-time as an English language and literature teacher in a secondary school.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I really enjoyed teaching English last year in Germany, and I like working with that age group, so it will be nice to be back in the classroom.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;My other &lt;b&gt;duties&lt;/b&gt; will include teaching health, nutrition, and life skills, organizing clubs and recreational activities, doing things to promote the education of the less-empowered females if possible, helping to create a sustain a viable school library, and working as a consultant for other English teachers.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;I don’t expect to save the world.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Much of the work that PC volunteers do is self-motivated, and I am looking forward to being able to define my own role within a given framework.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I will have been invited to work inside a certain community by that community, itself, and a lot of what I accomplish—at least during the beginning of my service—will depend upon how helpful my supervisor and peers are.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;     &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;More to come!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33941523-115754091526877261?l=lesothopc.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lesothopc.blogspot.com/feeds/115754091526877261/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=33941523&amp;postID=115754091526877261' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/33941523/posts/default/115754091526877261'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/33941523/posts/default/115754091526877261'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lesothopc.blogspot.com/2006/09/destination-lesotho.html' title='Destination: Lesotho'/><author><name>Todd</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07056657919372854659</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33941523.post-115752993642316684</id><published>2006-09-06T00:59:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-09-06T01:05:36.436-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Waiting for PC-Invitation ..from 17 Aug 2006</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;"  class="MsoBodyText"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;It’s very late (or early, depending on how you look at it), and I’m bored, so I’ve decided to write a blog entry.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I went to sleep last night at 11, woke up at 1:30, lay in bed until 3, and have been awake ever since.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I know why I couldn’t sleep.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I’m excited about finding out where and when I will be going to work in the Peace Corps—I should be finding that out very soon, I hope—but even more than that, I’m anxious about leaving again, this time for 27 months, and I find myself constantly needing to justify to myself why it is that I want or wanted to go so badly.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;My best friends and family never really gave me much flak about it, because they know how I am—that it’s not just sheer boredom that’s driving me.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s great to have their support, because this is a big deal for me, personally, and I’d have trouble going without at least their implicit consent.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p style="font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;"  class="MsoBodyText"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt; &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p style="font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;"  class="MsoBodyText"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;The most obvious reasons why I am so anxious and why I consider this to be such a big deal concern the distance and the fact that this experience will last 27 months.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Yeah, I’ve spent over two years in Germany, but after having studied German for 6 years prior to going, I was in my comfort zone there soon after I arrived.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;When my aunts and uncles visited me in Germany in March and took me to France for two days, I was definitely not in my comfort zone, and I know that this is going to be 50x worse.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The 12 countries where the PC could send me are: Albania, Armenia, Azerbaijan, Bulgaria, Georgia, Kazakhstan, Krgyrz Republic (I don’t even know how to pronounce that), Macedonia, Moldova, Romania, Turkmenistan, or Ukraine.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;My best bet would probably be an assignment in a Russian-speaking part of the Ukraine since I studied Russian in college, but even so, there’s no guarantee that they’d send me there, and I only remember how to say, like, 6 words in Russian.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p style="font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;"  class="MsoBodyText"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt; &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p style="font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;"  class="MsoBodyText"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;And about those 27-months.. that’s going to be really tough.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Every other time I went away, I knew that I would be home within a year, so I was never too home-sick.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;During the 27-months I might only be able to make it home for my brother’s wedding, and it scares the bejesus out of me that some sort of family emergency could occur, and I’d be in bumfuck kyrgryrzyryzryrzzryr. [Spellcheck is informing me that I might have meant to type “jumbuck” instead of bumfuck.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I looked up the word on merriamwebster.com, but apparently it’s only to be found in the unabridged version.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;shame]&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I joke, but I worry more than anything else about how horrible it would be if somebody got hurt or died while I was away.&lt;span style=""&gt;        &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p style="font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;"  class="MsoBodyText"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt; &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;font-size:12;"  &gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;Another thing that scares me about doing this is that the experience could somehow make me a broken, dysfunctional person.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;For instance, I’d come home and be incapable of communicating with anyone (I already suck at it), and then I’d go and live in a dirty shack without electricity or plumbing like Ted Kaczynski, all the while bitching and moaning about how the United States is egregiously screwing the rest of the world.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;That’s a worse-case-scenario for sure, but I do know that I would fall out of touch again with some of my friends, not because I want to, but because, that’s what happens when you leave.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The most frustrating thing about being home now is the communication gap which has grown between my friends, family, and I, where catching-up is too much like small-talk, and talking about my experiences teaching in Germany is difficult, because people seem too annoyed or disinterested.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Even my mom, God love her, wasn’t really aware of what I was doing in Germany until I showed her a scrap-book from the school that a bunch of teachers made for me before I left.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I don’t mean that as a bash—I love my mom, and she does have a very active role in my life—but, that’s the way it goes.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Maybe I’m too proud—the world doesn’t revolve around me, afterall—but I want people to be involved in my life.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;On the other hand, I have trouble connecting with what people around me are doing, because I don’t have a full-time job, credit, equity, much debt, a car, much responsibility (other than remembering things like that a cheese-plate only gets 10 crackers and garnish on top of the mustard cups), etc.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I still like to chat about things like that, but I’m probably asking the wrong questions, who knows.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33941523-115752993642316684?l=lesothopc.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lesothopc.blogspot.com/feeds/115752993642316684/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=33941523&amp;postID=115752993642316684' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/33941523/posts/default/115752993642316684'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/33941523/posts/default/115752993642316684'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lesothopc.blogspot.com/2006/09/waiting-for-pc-invitation-from-17-aug.html' title='Waiting for PC-Invitation ..from 17 Aug 2006'/><author><name>Todd</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07056657919372854659</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
